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Thursday, March 3, 2011

The Gift of Books





What was your favorite book as a child? I bet it takes no time at all to recall it. Was it Shel Silverstein's poems? Lewis Carroll's Alice in Wonderland? The Lorax by Dr. Seuss? Old Turtle by Doug Wood? Or The "Ramona Quimby" books?

The pleasure of being read to stands out to me above all other childhood memories. Curling under my mom or dad's arm, turning the pages, insisting the story be read again and again -- and developing a life-long habit of reading for pleasure. Many of us take for granted the big pile of books we grew up with, or the books our own kids plow through so quickly from their school library. Books are a gift, not just of print on paper, but of imagination, essential language skills, self-esteem, cultural sharing, and that special bond between children and the adults who read aloud to them.

This week, I have been blessed to share that experience with some of the teachers and students of the ELCJHL schools, thanks to folks around the world who have been donating and delivering books through the ELCJHL Libraries Project: Opening a World of Possibilities. It's an online book drive we've devised through Amazon.com and the ELCJHL website to fill our school libraries with awesome books of all kinds, and I couldn't be more excited about the success we've had so far. To all who've given thoughtfully and generously, THANK YOU!!

I wish you could have been there yesterday as four teachers and a bunch of volunteers crowded into the Principal's office at Dar al-Kalima School in Bethlehem howling with delight as I suspensefully unveiled a gorgeous pop-up Very Hungry Caterpillar by Eric Carle. The students know this book in Arabic, and the Kindergarten teachers use it to teach about colors, days of the week, foods, and the life-cycle of the butterfly. It was my great pleasure to hand this book to them (and about a hundred more thanks to our UCC visitors this week!!). When I deliver these books, I tell our students the story of their journey, through many hands, across an ocean, on an airplane, across several continents and borders -- because someone far away believes in them.

You know your church would LOVE to get involved! Visit www.elcjhl.org to learn more about the vibrant ministries of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Jordan and the Holy Land -- a partner of both ELCA and UCC/DOC Global Ministries. If you've watched the news lately, feeling overwhelmed and wondering how you could make any difference at all in this part of the world, drop me a line -- I'd love to get you connected! Through education and the gift of books, we're showing kids in Palestine that we're not giving up. We're just getting started!


Here I am discussing Wangari's Trees of Peace with students at Talitha Kumi in Beit Jala -- donated by a friend in Iowa and transported by a friend from Philadelphia. The kids loved this story of resistance and courage.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Salaat

It's 5:00 in the morning in Jerusalem, and the first call to prayer is underway. I think I can make out at least six different muezzins' voices amplified from the minarets in our neighborhood, echoing off of the hillsides, bouncing among the stone houses, calling all Muslims to turn their attention toward Allah before the sun rises.

I've just finished reading Dave Eggers' Zeitoun, the memoirs of a Muslim family in New Orleans in the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina. It's a compelling story, beautifully and simply told, which lifts up the spiritual journey of the Zeitoun family, and illustrates how important prayer is in a Muslim's daily life, no matter where he or she lives. When Abdulrahman Zeitoun is mistakenly incarcerated after the flood, and held in Guantanamo-like conditions for over a month, he continues the ritual of salaat, performing his five daily prayers. In the midst of his suffering and fear, he knows that his prayer will keep him connected to the world outside and to God -- a right no one can take from him.

Here in Israel and the Occupied Palestinian Territories, including East Jerusalem, Muslims make up the majority of the Palestinian population. Hearing the booming, competing calls to prayer throughout the day, it might seem they are the loudest voice here, going about their daily religious routines. But the conditions of living under occupation place many obstacles in the lives of all Palestinians, and even the offering of daily prayers cannot be taken for granted.

One day I was crossing the checkpoint to visit one of the churches in Bethlehem. This checkpoint has two stations to walk through; the first with metal detectors, x-ray scanners, and armed guards pacing the catwalk suspended above the maze of enclosed aisles people have to navigate to pass to the other side. The second is a small door in the wall itself. At the first station, Palestinians have to show two kinds of identification and a permit for crossing and place their hands on a device that identifies their fingerprints before (and if) they are allowed to cross in either direction. Depending on how many people are waiting, how well the technology is functioning, and a number of other factors, one never knows how long this passage will take. Sometimes minutes, sometimes hours, and often people are turned back with no explanation offered.


On this particular day, I had made my way through the first station and was crossing the wide, paved lot when I noticed a man kneeling in front of the 30 foot wall. I wondered if he was alright, since people passing through here typically move along as quickly as possible. But when I looked a bit closer, I noticed that he was performing salaat and had placed his prayer mat out of the way of the crowd, facing Mecca -- and facing the wall. At this time of day, around noon, it had probably taken him a long time to get through the checkpoint, and this was his best option for a place to pray before moving on with his day.

I wonder what he was thinking and feeling at that moment, as he prayed to Allah, the one God of Muslims, Christians, and Jews, before the wall that had been built to separate these groups from one another. Has this become an ordinary, pragmatic thing to do? To kneel before the wall because that's where one happens to be at noon?

Or, in facing Mecca and turning his mind toward God, was the man able to see through the wall in a way? To transcend these circumstances and connect to a bigger and better truth than the one we see with our eyes? Maybe the words of his prayer hold an answer:

In the name of God, the Most Benificent, the Most Merciful... Guide us in the straight way; the way of those whom you have blessed, not of those with anger upon them, nor of those who have lost their way...

Thursday, January 27, 2011

A Woman on the Road to Christian Unity

"Is the road to unity a short road or a long road?"

I was asked this question by an Italian Catholic priest I met at the reception following the service of Prayer for Christian Unity hosted at our "home" congregation here, the Lutheran Church of the Redeemer. Tuesday was our evening to welcome diverse visitors of the many different churches represented in Jerusalem. The Week of Prayer for Christian Unity has been observed around the world for 105 years, and in Jerusalem we have the opportunity to worship in the Latin and Greek Catholic, Greek, Armenian, Ethiopian, and Syrian Orthodox, Anglican, and Lutheran churches. It's a unique chance to see these stunning places of worship and pilgrimage while praying in solidarity with the many kinds of Christians living in the Middle East. It was a thrill to see our Redeemer sanctuary filled with priests, bishops, cardinals, sisters, brothers, and believers of every rite. Of course, each service is unique. Ours included a joint choir of the English, German, and Swedish congregations and an inspiring sermon in English from Bishop Younan appreciating the gifts of the various churches represented in Jerusalem.

But the most unique aspect of our service is one that I've too often taken for granted as an ordinary fact of my daily life -- we ordain women. Of the twenty Protestant clergy leading worship at Redeemer (and the dozens more presiding at other hosting churches during the course of the week) I was one of three women pastors -- United Church of Christ, Presbyterian, and German Protestant -- leading prayers as well as singing in the choir.

At ecumenical services, I invariably encounter someone who has never met a woman pastor. Though I attended other services this week, I was not wearing my robe, so I wasn't identifiable as clergy until we hosted the service at Redeemer. I was excited about the service, but I couldn't help being a bit apprehensive about how I would be received by the priests and heads of other churches that have strong stances against ordaining women. But after announcing the passing of the peace and stepping down from the chancel to shake hands with our guests, my anxiety melted away as I was met with friendly smiles and greetings in many languages.

Following the service, we gathered for an Agape reception. Still wearing my robe and green stole, I was approached by several visitors of Catholic and Orthodox backgrounds. Two young Franciscan monks from Mexico asked where I was from, and were happy to meet another North American. "We're neighbors!" They took turns posing for photos with me.

And four tourists from Ireland and Italy had lots of questions about me -- What are you wearing? Does that mean you're a priest? What kind of church do you serve? Where are you from? One of them shared that he was a priest too, and we agreed that we had much in common (though my Italian and their English was equally pitiful!). We remarked that solidarity among Christians of diverse churches has become more important than ever in these days following incidents of deadly violence against Christian minorities in Iraq and Egypt. And then the priest asked me the question: So, do you think the road to Christian unity is a short road or a long road?

It may sound trite, but the answer came to me instantly in that moment. The distance may be a long way for governments, church leaders, Popes; but between you and me it doesn't have to be far at all. Energized by the excitement of the service and the buzz of the refectory where we stood sharing bread and wine and conversation, I think it was evident to us that a simple gesture of peace carries the power to bridge more than a thousand years of controversy. I have no illusion that the partiarchal churches of the world will in my lifetime be transformed -- but I do know that there's a priest in Italy who now has a positive memory of meeting an ordained woman, and that I have been blessed by the kindness of this new friend whose own church is torn over the issue of empowering women in leadership.

I leave you with a shameless plug for Leora Tanenbaum's brilliant book exploring these very issues. Taking Back God: American Women Rising Up for Religious Equality just hit the bookstores in a new paperback version, and features insights from interviews Leora conducted with over 100 women leaders of Jewish, Christian, and Muslim communitites -- including yours truly! I can't wait to reread it in light of the experiences I have had this year living in East Jerusalem.

Tim and I can feel that you are praying for us -- for our safety and happiness in a conflicted land. Let us all remember to pray also for unity, religious freedom, and friendship among God's diverse and yet divided people.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Fear not -- Love is born!

Christmas greetings to you from the Holy Land! We have spent the past few days amid the crowds in Bethlehem, counting down the moments to Christmas. After attending all five of the Christmas pageants at our Lutheran schools in Jerusalem, Ramallah, and Bethlehem, it was time to party! When you've gotten used to snowy, indoor Christmas celebrations in the Midwest as we have, it's surreal to walk around Bethlehem with temperatures in the 70s, cotton candy and corn on the cob for sale on every corner, and joyful music blasting from every store -- English Christmas carols mixed in with the Arab pop dance tunes we usually hear. We loved the parade of scouts, boys and girls of all ages from all the surrounding towns, marching with bagpipes, brass instruments, and drums. Not only is Christmas a religious holiday in Bethlehem, but a proud day of civic celebration for all the Christian and Muslim residents who flood into Manger square for the biggest party of the year, welcoming tourists from all over the world.
Also surreal, however, is this day of celebration in the midst of political and economic crisis. We may live in very different times than Jesus did, but the message of God's birth into a world overcome with fear is hauntingly relevant for people living here today. In his sermon at Christmas Lutheran Church in Bethlehem last night, Bishop Munib Younan lifted up the first words of the angels, "Fear not! We bring you GOOD news!" Good news in a time of poverty and occupation. News we all need to hear in the midst of a broken peace process and great suffering:

"Palestinians and Israelis today face a common enemy: fear. In the absence of justice and peace, the common demoninator is fear. Fear of the other. Fear for the future. Fear that freedom is not coming. Fear that children will grow in hatred. Fear insecurity. Fear of the occupation. Fear is our common prison that keeps us locked up in cycles of mistrust and shattered dreams."
Click here to read the full text of Bishop Younan's Christmas Message.

Bishop Younan suggested that if each of us could follow these angelic instructions to Fear Not, the rest would follow. It is not merely the actions of an "other" that hold us back from peace and creative solutions to this seemingly endless conflict. It is fear itself. What would happen if we all let go of that fear that paralyzes us?

A favorite Arabic Christmas carol, "Lailatal-Milad," or "Christmas Night," offers an answer...

On the night of Christmas, hatred will vanish.
On the night of Christmas, the Earth blooms.
On the night of Christmas, war is buried.
On the night of Christmas, love is born.

May peace be with you, no matter who you are or where you are on life's journey. God is with us!



Manger Square on Christmas Eve

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Olive Juice

It is fall, and around here that means the olive harvest. And, this past weekend we had the honor of harvesting olives on the Mount of Olives. The Lutheran World Federation has over 800 olive trees on its compound atop the Mount of Olives. The 40 of us that gathered for the day of harvesting removed olives from the trees with the use of an orange, plastic hand rake, not unlike something one might see a child using in the sandbox, or at the beach. The little rakes are pulled through the branches like a comb through knotted hair. The olives that are pulled from the branches fall onto the large tarps laid below with a sound (and feel, for those unfortunate enough to be working below) of a hail storm. It was fun, the community of friends and neighbors with whom we shared this experience included American, Canadian, Palestinian, Israeli, Norwegian, Danish, Scottish, Irish, English, German, and Dutch from ages 15 months to... well, a respectable retirement age. Over the course of the day we de-olived 39 trees, filling 17 very large burlap sacks of olives. In case you weren't sure – that is a lot of olives and a lot of olive juice!

Of course, “olive juice” is much more than the delicious oil we dip our bread into at the 'Macaroni Grill'.  The ancient biblical texts prove that there is a long history of using olive oil in ritual practices be it in the temple or for for the anointing of kings and prophets (even today, we anoint people with oil at baptism). Olive oil is also good for us. Today, we know that olive oil helps to control LDL ("bad") cholesterol while raising HDL ("good") cholesterol and that it has high levels of antioxidants. But, much before science had to 'prove' things to us, people used olive oil for its healing properties. And, again, the Bible shows us this. For example, Isaiah 1:6, in describing various states of unhealthiness, describes “..and open sores, not cleansed or bandaged or soothed with oil." And, who hasn't silently mouthed 'olive juice' to someone, hoping (even if jokingly) that they would misinterpret the words as “I love you.”

Do you recall the parable Jesus tells about the man on the road to Jericho (Luke 10:25-37)? You might know it better as the story of the good Samaritan. The man is on the road from Jerusalem to Jericho when he is beaten nearly to death, stripped of his clothes and left to die. Two very religious men notice the man but avoid him and walk on past. The third man, a Samaritan, stops and takes great care of the beaten man. As John notes: "Jews do not associate with Samaritans"(John 4:9b); so, this act is significant. The Samaritan gives him clothing, an animal to ride, and even brings him to an inn and pays for his continued recovery there. But before taking him to the inn, this most unlikely of saviors bandages him, pouring soothing oil on his wounds.

The question which initiates Jesus to tell this parable is a simple one: the Torah tells us to love our neighbor as ourselves (Leviticus 19:18); but, who is our neighbor?  The Bible is pretty clear on this point, that we are commanded not to help only those close to us, but even our enemies (Exodus 23:4-5, Proverbs 24:17, and again, quite bluntly, from Luke). Our neighbors may be near to us, or very distant; they could be our best friends, or our obvious foes; but, more often than not, our neighbors are people we have never met. There are many wounds that need soothing in this world. Some wounds are bodily, though many are emotional, and yet other wounds are the symptoms of conflict: anger, hatred or, as in the the parable, the inability to recognize humanity in the “other.” The parable suggests that one of the worst things we can do is ignore the suffering of anyone - everyone who suffers is our neighbor.

"Human suffering anywhere concerns men and women everywhere."
– Elie Wiesel (Night)

Being here in the Holy Land it seems like it would be impossible to ignore some of the suffering that happens around us. Yet, the polarization and intentional separation (both physical and social) between 'neighbors' here is astonishing. The rifts are deep (though not ancient, as often assumed). This social dichotomy makes it obvious that any peace program that fails to include reconciliation will certainly be unsuccessful. However, as Elie Wiesel acknowledges, the suffering here is not only a local problem. We are all neighbors to the people of the Holy Land. And, as people of social justice, as people of human rights, or, simply, as people of faith we are called not only to recognize suffering, but also to show compassion, to love and to do what we can to soothe the wounds of our neighbors.

The olives we harvested this week were pressed for oil at the winery mention in our earlier post. The oil was brought back to the LWF compound where it will be packaged along with locally made, hand-crafted glass bottles and shipped around the world to churches and individuals that have requested a box (or many boxes!) by providing a donation to the LWF. These individual bottles of olive oil from the Mount of Olives can then be sold (often through youth groups, Circles, or mission teams) in the local congregations. The donations received through this project are directed to the Augusta Victoria Hospital's fund for the poor, which enables the hospital to give treatment to those that may otherwise receive no relief from their ailments.

From the LWF property, on top of the Mount of Olives, we can look to one side and see the ancient city of Jerusalem; to the other side we can look out over the Judean desert towards Jericho. Here on this spot, standing on the road from Jerusalem to Jericho, is a hospital serving an often voiceless population. Through the donations received, the oil pressed from the olives we harvested will help - in some small way - to soothe the wounds of a neighbor whom we will never know. Thus, through the picking of olives (or, buying the oil of those olives), we are each enabled to recognize a suffering neighbor whom we can imagine being soothed as we silently mouth the words: “olive juice.”

Monday, October 4, 2010

I Wish

I have an American colleague here who, when introduced to someone with an Arabic name, always asks what their name means. I used to think this was odd -- not something we would do back home! But in Arab culture, names are very important, and people always have an answer for my friend. Said means "happy." Amira means "princess." Du'a' means "prayer." Sura means "to travel by night." Taghreed means "singing as a bird." One of my favorite names for a boy is Issa, which is the Arabic translation of Jesus.
I noticed a while ago that people often smile enthusiastically when I tell them my name. Recently, I learned that this is because my name has a wonderful meaning in Arabic. A friend aptly named Samir (which means "entertaining companion") explained to me that Amal means "hope" or "wish," and Amali turns it into "my hope" or "my wish." I feel quite blessed every time someone repeats my name with a smile, recognizing that it has a special meaning.
But I must confess that living up to this hopeful name is a challenge to me. Am I worthy of my name these days? Does a woman named Hope complain about the dusty, hot, stale desert air that's been stuck over Jerusalem for the past week? Does Hope become more and more disappointed and cynical as she watches the peace process disintegrate? Does Hope complain on a daily basis about stress and aching muscles while neglecting the yoga and meditation that she knows will keep her healthy? Does Hope ever simply wake up in a bad mood? I sure do.
But so does everybody, right? Our names are not meant to describe an ideal person, but the unique, precious individual our parents envisioned us becoming. A name is a gift, calling us to be the best version of ourselves. Maybe this new understanding will bring me a blessing, lift me up. Instead of feeling inadequate and unworthy of my own name, I can look to it as a touchstone, bringing me back to the person I wish to become. Mindful, hopeful, open, looking forward.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

A Day Off

Lord Christ, Lord Vishnu, and all the others of whatever name,
Let everyone in the world who suffers
Have a day off, putting their lips to the holy wine, to the holy waters.


I recently encountered this Mary Oliver poem that expresses just the feeling I have tried to name lately: the exhaustion of living in awareness of all the suffering in this land, and the need to simply retreat once in a while to mindfully witness the pleasures that make Jerusalem so special. It's my prayer for all those observing holidays this week; for Labor Day, for the end of Ramadan, for Rosh Hashanna and Yom Kippur. As we live through these tense times, let's take a moment to taste some really good olives. Let's slide our sandals along the ancient, polished cobblestone streets that have carried so many of our ancestors on their way to pray. Let's sing (or hum) a favorite hymn in a huge, empty church with out-of-this-world acoustics. Let's eat those yummy syrupy pancakes they only sell during Ramadan. Let's smell the roses, and pet the cats who live in the garden. Let us speak only peace, and really mean it.